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Why You Can't Remember Being a Baby
Why You Can't Remember Being a Baby
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Look at a photo of yourself as a one-year-old. You probably think
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you're looking at a younger version of you, and that you've simply forgotten those early years.
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But biologically… that’s not true.
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Your brain didn't just misplace those memories. It actively formatted the hard
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drive. The baby in that picture? It isn't you. It’s a completely different entity whose mind
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was physically disassembled and overwritten so that your current consciousness could exist.
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This is why you can’t remember being a baby.
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Chapter One - The Stranger in the Album
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You’ve probably heard the myth that the human body physically replaces itself every seven
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years. But like a lot of the internet’s favorite and oft-repeated pop science,
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it’s only half the real truth. While cells like your skin and gut cells - incidentally,
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the ones most exposed to harsh sunlight and powerful acid - will replenish every few
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weeks. So, you’ll keep plenty of your baby cells until you drop dead. For example, only about 40%
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of the cells in your heart will cycle throughout your life, the rest are here for the long haul.
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But your memories?
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They aren’t nearly as durable.
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You can’t remember being the baby in a photo, but the scary thing is seeing that photo will
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make you think you remember it. In a process that scientists call Infantile or childhood amnesia,
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a series of complex - but not mysterious - processes wipe that mental state clean. In
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their place is a big, murky void that’s vulnerable to modern day information impressing upon it.
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The fact is, the baby you in the album is completely alien to the modern day you. So alien,
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that someone could show you a photo of a different baby and you’d start to believe that it was you.
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Little by little, the old memories are shoved into the paper shredder and replaced by a new one.
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When does it stop being the old you?
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It’s such a disturbing question that philosophers
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have two different models for this: The Ship of Theseus and The Sorites Paradox.
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In the first, if, over a number of decades, you slowly replace each part of a ship in
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repairs until none of the original parts remain, you’re left to wonder:
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Is it the same ship? In the second, you need to consider a pile of sand:
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How many grains of sand do you have to remove before it stops being a pile? Or in our case,
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how many memories inside that baby brain need to fade before the baby fades, too?
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Are you real? Have you always been you? Or, scientifically,
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were you the second tenant waiting in the wings during infant brain development, ready to move in?
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Chapter Two - The Hardware Illusion
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The first thing you need to understand is that it’s not because babies are working
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with weak hardware. In fact, the exact opposite is true.
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A baby’s brain is actually a high-performance Ferrari compared
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to the busted down Honda Civic of a brain most of us are working with by middle-age.
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As an adult, your brain makes up only 2% of your overall body mass. Before you’re born,
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it’s over 10 times that, 25% just before birth. And even after birth, the brain still accounts for
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an impressive 10% of the baby’s body mass. And for the first 3 months of your life,
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your brain will continue to grow by 1% per day in a period of incomparably rapid brain
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development. The infant brain is a powerful data sponge, with an astonishing 50% more synaptic
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connections than an adult brain. If you had the kind of brain that you had as a baby as an adult,
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imagine how quickly you could pick up new skills, learn new languages, and develop your personality.
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The neuroplasticity is unparalleled.
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More than a million neural connections are created every second in the infant brain,
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and this process exacts an insane metabolic cost. 60% of a baby’s energy goes directly to the
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development of their brain. Even at 3 years old, your brain will be twice as active as the brain
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of an adult. When you look at it through this lens, the average baby or toddler is a crawling,
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babbling supercomputer before they can even recite their ABCs. Clearly, you don’t lose
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all your baby memories just because your baby brain is an inherently weak piece of hardware.
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But the wholesale deletion of your infant self isn’t a bug in the system, it’s a feature.
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The infant brain has no problem encoding short term memories. But when it comes to long term
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memories, there’s a structural bottleneck built into a vital part of your brain:
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The Hippocampus. It’s a small part of your limbic system that organizes your memories
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by picking which short term memories to encode deeply as long term memories. As
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the authoritative study on the matter puts it, “during infancy, when hippocampal neurogenesis
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levels are high and freshly generated memories tend to be rapidly forgotten.”
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Basically, out with the old, and in with the new.
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And when that old is out, it’s out forever. But that’s not the only process that seems
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deadset on annihilating your childhood self. It turns out,
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the very growth of your brain might just be the ultimate nail in the coffin…
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Chapter Three - The Hard Drive Format
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The 2014 research of Paul W Frankland and Sheena A Josselyn into the nature
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of neurogenesis - that’s the creation of new neural tissue - has completely altered our view
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on how the brain assassinates itself in order to be reborn. They call it a “Clearance Mechanism”.
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It’s a way to prevent the brain from clogging itself up with junk data, like passwords for
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accounts you no longer use, old lottery numbers, and what you had for breakfast 3 years ago to the
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day. Keeping all that stuff in your brain would likely feel more like a curse than a superpower.
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The particular Clearance Mechanism that Frankland and Josselyn identified has everything to do with
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how new cells are generated in the subgranular zone of the dentate gyrus. That’s where they
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first multiply before later joining up to the circuitry of the hippocampus. This is what
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happens when you’re having new experiences and, in the process, creating new memories.
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Imagine you had a box full of plastic balls, kind of like the ones you’d find in a ballpit.
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Then we give you a new ball, and tell you that we want you to move it to the bottom
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of the box… Without moving any of the other balls in the process. Impossible, right?
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That’s exactly how the new cells created in the subgranular zone
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of the dentate gyrus interfere with the structure of the hippocampus.
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You can’t add something new to a closed system without
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fundamentally altering what’s already in there. To quote the study’s results,
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“as new cells integrate into the hippocampus they necessarily remodel existing circuitry.
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This remodeling may degrade memories already stored in those circuits.”
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It’s not just adding to the circuits, it’s scrambling them.
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The more you learn, the less you know.
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The process of growing up, when viewed in light of these findings, is almost like upgrading
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a system’s RAM while the computer is still running. It’s a violent incursion that upsets
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the established order and rips through the mental architecture that’s already there. This research
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is an insane paradigm shift for a huge number of reasons, like analyzing the way that established
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and new memories interact. It also shows that by targeting specific parts of the brain, we may find
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new avenues of treatment for memory-eroding disorders like amnesia and dementia.
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It also continues carrying a disturbing pattern: The “You” that exists as a baby seems
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utterly doomed by fate due to processes inherent in your body and brain as you grow up. And the
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insane thing is, we’re still only scratching the surface of just how many natural processes
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in the body seem to be pitching in on this conspiracy against your own mind.
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Chapter Four - The Synaptic Massacre
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The human brain is like real estate: Space is always a factor.
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The size of your skull will always limit the physical size of your brain.
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The physical size of your brain will in turn always limit the number of synaptic
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connections possible within it. Like I said earlier, when you're an infant,
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your brain is an absolute sponge for all of life’s data around you. In that time you’ll pick up a
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lot of valuable information, from language to knowing you shouldn’t touch a hot stove.
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Inevitably, like someone who clicks the download link on every file they see on the internet,
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your brain is also going to vacuum up a lot of junk, which can range from useless
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to actively dangerous. That is why, when a person begins to hit puberty,
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their mind and memories undergo a violent period of culling known as “Synaptic Pruning”, which,
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in practice, means an insane massacre of countless memories. And if you’re
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watching this and aged between 12 and 30, it’s happening to you right now. You’re right there
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in the liminal space between the death of who you were and the becoming of who you’ll be.
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And what synapses will be pruned depends entirely on each individual person, too. Think of it as the
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principle of “use it or lose it”, where the synaptic connections that you use most over
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this period - the memories of people and places you see most often, the skills you use most and
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so on. - will strengthen. The connections that are underused wither away and die.
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You’ll receive plenty of benefits from the synaptic pruning process,
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from increased focus to clearer memory to better sensory processing. But for
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the “previous tenant” of your body, this is basically the fulfilment of armageddon.
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You hit your absolute peak level of synapses at around age 3, and between then and 10 years old,
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you’ll see an absolutely insane 50% of your extra synapses completely wiped out.
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It’s like a city wiping out half its roads and bridges to reduce congestion on the others. The
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fascinating but tragic part of all this is that you’ll never actually truly know what you lost.
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But even if you could get over the neurological hurdle to understand all this,
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there’s another locked door behind this one, and this is purely a psychological one…
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Chapter Five - The Mirror and the Ghost
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When do you actually start thinking of yourself as You?
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It sounds like the kind of question that people at a party would start asking each
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other at around 2 AM, after a few too many. But it’s actually a question that
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psychologists have pondered in depth for decades. They’ve even devised a brilliant
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test to investigate: The MSR, or “Mirror Self-Recognition”, test.
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In 1970, psychologist Gordon Gallup Jr. had a bright idea that a human or any other animal’s
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degree of self-awareness could be measured by their ability to recognize their reflection
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as themself, and not as another animal. The specific variant for human babies is mostly
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known as “The Rouge Test”, where rouge makeup is used to draw a dot somewhere on the child’s skin
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that they couldn’t see. Usually in places like their forehead. If the baby saw the red dot in
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their reflection and immediately reached for their own forehead rather than for the mirror itself,
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it was a reasonably strong sign that they had a degree of self-conception.
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But here’s the interesting part.
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In the first 12 months of their life, for the most part, babies almost uniformly fail the
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mirror test. They do not see the strange little bald drooling creature in the mirror and think,
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“That’s me”, because their sense of “Me” has not, in any real way, solidified. They instead,
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in the earliest iterations of human studies, saw their reflection in the mirror as a “social
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playmate.” It’s only between 20 and 24 months that recognition rose above 65%,
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so before that, almost half of infants were simply seeing strangers in the mirror.
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How can you store memories of the self without even knowing what the self really
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is? It leaves babies with the need to find a different way to contextualise memory,
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but our main way of doing that doesn’t exactly become pre-coded, either.
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Chapter Six - The Language Lock
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One of the many items in the human toolkit that have given us dominance over planet
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Earth is our ability to communicate with verbal and written language. Our vocabulary,
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in many ways, is our way of drawing the borders of our imagination.
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So, what does this mean for the brain before we develop language?
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If feeling and sensation are the gooey organs of memory, then language is the skeleton that holds
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it all together. Before language, this so-called “pre-verbal” or “somatic” memory is encoded in
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pure sensation. But as children gain language skills in their first 2 to 3 years of age,
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their way of encoding memory radically changes to use language as a kind of mental storage medium.
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And when the medium changes, the message is lost. A 2002 study by Gabrielle Simcock and
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Harlene Hayne tried to discover whether children acquiring new vocabulary gave them the power
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to describe pre-verbal memories. The results of their test still feel incredibly shocking today:
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“By the time of the test, children of all ages had acquired most of the vocabulary necessary
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to describe the target event. Despite this, they did not translate preverbal aspects of
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their memory into language during the test. In no instance did a child verbally report information
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about the event that was not part of his or her productive vocabulary at the time of encoding.
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We conclude that language development plays a pivotal role in childhood amnesia.”
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In other words, as soon as you’re able to say, “Bye bye, baby”, that’s exactly what you should
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be saying to all your memories before that time. But whenever you learn strange and
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distressing information like this, you might find yourself looking for exceptions. Like,
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what happens to the memories of people who can remember pretty much everything?
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Chapter Seven - The HSAM Paradox
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Sometimes, memory can be a curse.
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Picture the most embarrassing moment of your life. Imagine being able to recall
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that moment with absolute vivid clarity for the rest of your life. Such is the struggle of
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people with Highly Superior Autobiographical Memory, or HSAM. This means that a person
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with this condition can flawlessly remember everything that happened to them specifically.
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This condition is exceedingly rare, with only around 60 people ever being
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successfully diagnosed. Research is still ongoing, but currently the best guess as
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to why it affects people is a larger temporal lobe, for memory processing,
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and a bigger caudate nucleus, which plays a role in learning. And the existence of a condition like
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this raises a fascinating question: Even among people who supposedly have perfect
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recall, why can so many of them still not remember their earliest years as a baby?
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For the most part, these hyper-realistic memories begin in late childhood. This
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means that even when you have hyper memory ability, you still can’t escape the infant
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memory guillotine that is childhood amnesia. It’s simply a natural and inevitable part of life.
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But it feels impossible to accept this as an absolute without asking another question:
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What’s the evolutionary benefit of throwing our earliest years in the garbage?
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Chapter Eight - The Stability-Plasticity Dilemma
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It’s clear the brain as an organ is always changing, evolving,
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adapting to the era of life it’s serving. And as your life progresses, simply put,
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you need a different type of brain. In your earliest years, nothing is more important
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than neuroplasticity. Your mind is like a soft, wet ball of clay, and every day,
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the information it takes in begins to shape it. As you grow up, you get a better sense of
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your path in life, and your experiences mold that clay into something specific. Let’s say,
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for the sake of argument, that the ball of clay that is your brain gets molded into a cup.
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But even in the shape of a cup, you shouldn’t pour hot coffee into wet clay. So,
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what do you do? You put that cup into a kiln and bake it into its shape. In this moment,
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the cup loses plasticity - the ability to be anything - and instead gains stability.
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It’s just one thing now, but it’s a lot better at being that one thing than it was before.
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Much the same process happens to your brain.
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It loses the chance to exist in the world of potential, but in exchange,
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it gets to be something, which is valuable in a global community of social creatures.
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When you’ve thoroughly learned to walk and talk, your brain needs to throw out the walking and
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talking manuals to make room for the more complex demands of existence. But just because all of this
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is erased doesn’t mean that there’s no lingering traces in the foggy world of your adult mind.
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Chapter Nine - The Ghost in the Machine
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Of the many processes working in the brain at any one time,
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only a few of them are actually conscious. Most are running on a kind of background tab,
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even things that aren’t physical reflexes but learned skills like walking and talking. These
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are called “procedural memories”, and they’re part of the larger subcategory of “implicit memories.”
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This is the living legacy of your brain’s previous occupant, actions and reactions
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rooted in your own deep history, things you do without really understanding why.
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You’re nervous around dogs for no reason, but it was probably because a German Shepherd barked in
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your face before you were 1 year old. You grow up having vaguely positive feelings about your
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mother before you even really knew her, because of the bond you built before you were yourself. The
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smoke is there, but the fire has long gone out. And all you can do is ask: Where did it all go?
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Chapter Ten - The New Tenant
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All of this ultimately proves the frightening truth we were hinting at at the start of the
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video: You - which is to say, the blob of ever-changing memories and flaring
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synapses that decides by committee that it’s “You” - has always, in a sense, been you…
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You just need to knock a few years off your age to get a truly accurate picture.
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The first tenant of the fixer-upper you call your body, the one who learned to walk, who said this
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body’s first words, who saw its first sunrise and sunset, is little more than a data ghost now.
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A faint impression that appears in the back of your mind when you look at old photos,
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or get told cute stories of your early years by your parents. They gave you everything,
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and you killed them all just by coming into existence.
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So the next time you’re looking at your reflection in a mirror,
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take a moment to remember that this reflection has never just been yours. Maybe whisper a little
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“thank you” to the person who kept it warm for you for those first few years. Perhaps,
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if there’s something after this, you’ll someday get to meet them.
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Want to know more about the terrifying fragility of the human memory? Now check
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out “A Man Went in for a Root Canal and Lost His Memory Forever”, or watch this instead!
