Louise Thompson wants to have another child through surrogacy. She feels sad because she cannot carry a child again after her son Leo was born.

Louise and her partner Ryan Libbey want to have another child. But surrogacy is a difficult process for Louise.

Louise and Ryan want to give their son a sibling. The cost of their IVF journey will be around £50,000.

Louise almost died when she gave birth to her first child.

Louise wants to give her son a sibling.

Louise had a very difficult birth with her son Leo. She lost a lot of blood and had to have an operation.

Louise has been open about her struggles with stress and anxiety after the birth. She was also diagnosed with some health problems.

Louise thinks surrogacy is a good option for her. But it will cost a lot of money and she feels sad about it.

Louise and Ryan are looking into IVF and surrogacy.

Louise feels sad that she will never feel her child kick inside her.

Louise will never feel a baby moving inside her. She will not experience some things that other mothers do.

Louise will not have the same experiences as other mothers. She will not feel a baby kick or see a heartbeat on a screen.

Louise is emotional about not being able to carry a child. She feels like she is missing out on some things.

Louise did not plan to have control over her fertility. She feels like she is missing out on some experiences.

Louise is writing about her feelings because she thinks others may feel the same way. She feels sad and happy at the same time.

Grief is not always about crying. Sometimes it is about feeling sad and noticing what is missing in your life.

Our brains remember painful memories first. But good memories are still there, and we can reconnect with them.

Moving forward quickly is not the same as healing. Sometimes we need to take time to feel our emotions.

If social media feels overwhelming, it is okay to take a break. You can protect yourself and feel your emotions.

Choosing a different path to parenthood is not a bad thing. It is okay to grieve the path you did not take.

Louise is not sure what the future holds. But she wants to talk about her feelings and hopes it can help others.

You do not have to be okay with everything. You can feel sad and still have hope.

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